Tonight I found myself making an excuse to get out of the house, just so I could drive the back roads and clear my head. I saw a post on Pinterest earlier that stated “when a Pisces is upset they tend to overthink a lot and everything hits them all at once”. Couldn’t be more spot on. Tonight it hit me all at once.
I am always the one in a relationship whether it be a lover or friend to love more. I used to have friends. I was always the shoulder to cry on, the listener, the designated driver, and so on. Always. Once I started noticing that it didn’t go both ways in relationships, I ended them. I have no girlfriends. No one to talk to, like deeply talk to. 90% of the time it doesn’t bother me. I don’t mind being alone. I think I fill my void with shopping. I buy new things and it’s like the things are my friends. That sounds a lot crazier now that I’m reading it. But it is what it is.
The guy I’ve been talking to is more confusing than anyone I’ve ever met. Why do I still like him? Good question. When we are together he seems genuine. He calls me babe and send me smiley faces when we text. Which isn’t very often. Super confusing. Earlier this week he said he wanted to take me to dinner one night.. This week. It’s almost Saturday, no dinner. Haven’t even seen him. I should probably take a hint by now. But then he will throw me a curveball and say something that makes me think otherwise! Again, super confusing. Hopefully I’m just overthinking the whole situation, ya know, since Pisces do that.
I guess my point is, it's great to love. Life is all about love. But I don't think it's necessarily good to love more. In most cases, I feel like people will take advantage of you if you love more.